F.Y.I....

I am going back to utah on Wed. may 14th.
I miss the boys so much.
When I talk to them on the phone they seem so grown up.
TJ said,"Mommy are you crying because I am...."and it broke my little heart.
My brave srong boys. To go through so much. But they are so sweet and loving.
When I told Stuart I missed him, he said,"Thank you." lol. so cute.

I can't sleep lately. I have to totally exhaust myself. Which means falling asleep when the sun starts to come up. My mind won't stop. So much to think about, and to stress about.

I watched a movie, PS I LOVE YOU.
It was pretty good. It made me kinda sad. I was just thinking about who I would want with me, If I found out I was dying. And then, Its really sad to me, that it's changed.
I also saw the movie AUGUST RUSH last week. I absolutely loved it. If you havent seen it...you should. It made my heart really feel. Its a beautiful story with an equally enchanting soundtrack. Now I sound like a movie columnist. But you will see know what I mean if you see it.